Oh... the beginning. I always wanted to create a blog, I just figured I don't have a family, or a life, so that would mean BORING for a blog. BUT, I also figured that maybe if I start this blog it will push me towards the whole family direction, just maybe... I am living in Provo currently, with my best friends, and loving it! I work a lot of hours every day, but my job isn't terrible, so I'll survive. I will most likely just work for a while and not take any classes until I can figure out exactly what I want to do with my schooling. When we are little we think that choosing between a pink popsicle or purple popsicles is the most difficult thing we will ever be faced with. Tears are shed, punches are thrown. Isn't life a joke sometimes? I wish we could just talk to ourselves at different times in our life. Right now I would tell myself when I was four, "Don't fret Britney darling, your brothers will grow up someday... I hope." Every experience we live will either bring us to a greater understanding or a taller barrier. We need to always remember that if we don't try and become better, we only become worse. And who in the heck wants to be around a crappy person? No one! As much as we hate the pace of life, it is far too amazing to not just try and enjoy it. One night I was bored in my apartment, and I decided to start cutting apart a few magazines I found sitting in front of me. I decided to cut out some words and put them on my wall surrounding my mirror in my bedroom. They say, "Love who you are". It's a tough thing, I know, but we should all at least try it.